Karolina Keric

I was so upset and worried this morning.

We got there for 9 am and she seemed a bit shy at first. She said she wanted to dress up. So got one of the Princess dresses on her. I then had to leave for an hour as they wanted her to settle in without me.. I went across the road and had a coffee, was so worried she would have been crying for me. An hour later I walked back in and stood and watched her for a minute and she was fine!

She saw me and said 'hi mamma' with a big smile. They told me she had been great and not cried when I left. 

So proud of my little girl. Think it was more me being worried!

Can't believe she is starting nursery. 

Felt so many mixed feelings today, but I know it's the right thing to do.

My little baby girl is growing up...

I want to get back to writing, so decided I will write something daily.
More for me than anyone else.

Day 1 (Yesterday as I only just thought of it today)

We left Sweden yesterday morning. I don't know when we will be going back which is quite sad.

I have however realised that I won't be taken for granted anymore. Or allow others to choose when they want me in their lives.

From now on I will be more selfish and think of me and what is good for me.
So if you message me and you don't get a response, then that means I've decided you're not going to be part of my life anymore.

 

Day 2

I am feeling hopeful that 2017 will be a good year.

Not sure why, but it's a feeling. We shall see if it's right or wrong.

I want to make sure I enjoy the things I love more. Start reading more, going out for hikes again.

Be in the now and not think about what has been and what will be.

I won't let people take advantage of me anymore.