More Wantsies

One word - WANTSIE :) 

I will have to go home soon for a shopping trip at Gina Tricot!

I want all of the above!

And I wouldn't mind these either :P I love the skirt..

More Random Questions

I don't know if anyone likes these?

But I like answering them :P  So here it goes. More random info about me!

Where is the weirdest place you have a mole?

This is really peculiar, because I have loads of them, but the weirdest one is on my head.
Under my hair.. My mum and brother have them too! Must be genetic?? Haha

Do you hover over the toilet in public bathrooms?

Hahahaha. Yes I do.. I don't trust public toilets. EWWW!

What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?

We were in Germany visiting family. Think it was 1998. We had stayed out longer than we
were supposed to (allowed) and they grounded us. It was my last day/night there and I was gutted..
So we sneaked out through the window at night when everyone went to bed..
That is a story I have to tell one day. It's hillarious :P

Have you ever had two dates in one night?

Haha :$ Yes! It just happened. Was not planned. This was when I was young and single.
Don't recommend it! Too stressful!!

Which shoe do you put on first?

Right one... Hmmm..

Have you ever been to a gay bar?

Yes, loads of times! Some of my best nights out have been in a gay bar/club.
You have so much more fun and you can let go without having to worry about creeps
trying to hit on you..

Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?

A poem - Supposedly

If you had to choose to not ever wash your bed sheets again or not wash your bath towel ever again, which would you rather not wash?

That's gross!! But I could not live without clean bed sheets.. I'd just use it as a bath towel :P
Or is that cheating?? ^^

Random pic

X-mas 2011

Here is a collage from Xmas Eve and Xmas Day 2011.

My mum came to visit us for a week and her cousin came with her.

It was lovely to have my mum here :) She spoilt me rotten!
Made loads of lovely food! Best xmas dinner everrrrr! :D


I've been using a website called Picnik for my collages sometimes.

I only used the free part, but the premium one is much better, but costs a bit.
Got an e-mail today saying they will be closing it down in April :(
Quite sad as I do like to use their service. Only good thing is that they're now
offering the Premium feature for free! So if you want to be able to do some cool
collages for free then click on this -----------> Picnik
I've just made this collage using the Premium feature :) 

Nice isn't it? 

Random questions

1.How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?

I would be 20 as I look younger :p and sometimes can feel/be very childish and immature :$

2. Which is worse, failing or never trying?

Never trying of course. It might sound like a cliché, but it's true. If you don't try you will

always think "what if"?

3.If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?
This is a very good question. I think people are scared of doing what they want as they think

it would be irresponsible. Most of all I think people are scared to try.. They get used to doing the

"safe" thing day in and day out. Go to a job they can't stand and always feel bad about. Why?
Because they think it's the "right" thing to do. It's comfortable. It's what they're used to..
More people should do what they want instead of saying. "If this, or if that"..

Just DO it!

4.When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?

I would have done as much as I've said. I will make sure of that! I do try and live out my dreams.

As much as I possibly can :)

5.What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?

One thing.. I would like to change so much.. But if only one..

Abolish all wars..


Random quiz

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
At home
2. Who are you in love with?
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
I don't drive :$
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
10. Are you hot?
Ha, I can't answer this
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Coca Cola ofc
12. What are you wearing right now?
Bathrobe - I'm cold!
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
Adam works for Toyota. Gets it for free
14. Last food that you ate?
15. Where were you last week at this time?
At home - I see a pattern...
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
17. When is the last time you ran?
I don't like running. Maybe 2 years ago? haha
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
El Classico (Real-Barca)
19. What is your favorite animal?
20. Your dream vacation?
Hawaii (But Las Vegas is my N1)
21. Last person's house you were in?
Adams mums
22. Worst injury you've ever had?
2 fractured elbows - at the same time
23. Have you been in love?
24. Do you miss anyone right now?
Yes, my family
25. Last play you saw?
Ka in Las Vegas - more like a show
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Hahaha. Secret weapon? My smile? Sheesh
27. What are your plans for tonight?
Chilling out. Gambling..
28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
You for real?? MySpace???
29. Next trip you are going to take?
Ooooh. Probably Sweden
30. Ever go to camp?
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
Errr no
32. What do you want to know about the future?
Will I have a baby :$
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
Jimmy Choo
34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
Probably - Not sure.
35. Where is your best friend?
Next to me
36. How is your best friend?
My other half Adam :)
37. Do you have a tan?
I'm naturally tanned ;)
38. What are you listening to right now?
Only Fools and Horsesn (TV)
39. Do you collect anything?
Coca Cola bottles!!
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
Adams auntie haha
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
Can't remember
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
43. What does your last text message say?
Adams mum writing about her holiday and that she'll soon be back home
44. Do you like hot sauce?
45. Last time you took a shower?
This morning
46. Do you need to do laundry?
I need to hang some up!! Washed it this morning. Just remembered!
47. What is your heritage?
48. Are you someone's best friend?
49. Are you rich?
Not rich, but not poor either
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
Was in bed

Zlatan Ibrahimović

I got his book as a Christmas present from my mums cousin when they visited us.
I started reading it the other night and I can't put it down. Read it at work when
I'm on my lunch break and at night when Ads is sleeping. 

I'm totally engrossed with it.
Never liked him in the past. I thought he was a diva and didn't like the fact
that he played for the Swedish national football team as his dad is Bosnian and
thought he was a traitor.. It's silly really, but that's how most Bosnians feel about it.
Now I know that he was portraid as a diva by the media and that most of it was BS.
I actually respect him as a person now and a footballer. 

If you like to read biographies and like football, then I do recommend the book to you :) 

I'm reading it in Swedish. Think it was the right choice for this book :) 
Makes more sense to me to read it in our "native" language..

Gavin DeGraw

Beautiful song by a very talented man.
I really like his voice and his lyrics are always so well written.


I blogged quite a lot when I started with the IVF. It was a while ago. 

Feels like an eternity. When the first go failed I was quite upset, but I
somehow knew it wouldn't work then. I just didnt expect it. We had so much going
on back then and I guess it was a stressful time. 

They always say don't stress, it's not good for you.. Easier said than done!!
So when we had our 2nd go and it was a frozen embryo transfer, I didn't tell anyone.
Not even my mum or Ads' mum. We were the only ones who knew.

I took the needles again as advised and some tablets each day for weeks..
The needles are the worst :( They still get to me..
It hurts a lot at times, but then some times I can barely feel it..
But it's not the pain that bothers me.. It's the idea of me doing this weird thing to myself.
Just doesn't feel right. Hard to explain..
No one can understand what I'm going through at the moment.
(Apart from other women that are going through IVF or have done in the past)
I hate when people say "It'll happen when you least expect it".. NO IT BLOODY WON'T!!

I know people try to be nice and understanding, but they have no idea so I rather not hear it
at all..

We had 2 frozen eggs put in last year in Dec and they told us to take a pregnancy test
on the 23rd. 1 day before X-mas eve and 2 days before X-mas day.. 
I so wanted to tell my mum she would finally become a grandmother. 
Finally be able to tell family and friends that it's our turn now..

I woke up early that morning. I was so nervous. I had one of them new digital
tests.. Did what I needed and me and Ads sat there in the bedroom waiting to see if it would
say "Pregnant" or "Not pregnant".. And 2-3 minutes later there it was...

"NOT PREGNANT"... Something died in me at that moment... I started crying so much
and Ads held me in his arms and tried to comfort me. I felt like such a failure..
I know it's not my fault and it's all luck I guess if it happens through IVF.
I don't know, but at that minute I felt like nothing. Empty. Broken. Sad.

Told my mum and she said there's nothing we can do and that we will just have to
try again and that made me feel a bit better. 

So we are now on our 3rd go. I will keep you posted. I will not give up.
We will have our baby one day. We both have hope and each other :) 


Do I have to say more?

:P We all know I love Gina Tricot!!

I want this dress in my wardrobe!!

New Year

I'm wanting to start over with my blog this year.
Make it what it used to be.

I know I've been quiet the last 2 years and I don't even know why.
Well, the biggest reason is that I work in a place where I haven't got access to Internet
to be able to update as much as I used to in the past.

Only have access to it during the lunch hour and I want to eat then! :P

When I get home I'm too tired to sit infront of a PC or laptop.

I do miss blogging they way I used to. And I think I need to make some type of
arrangement where I at least blog once a week. I could do that and then take it from there.

So this week I will be blogging about the last few months.

X-mas and New Years - When my mum came to visit us for the first time since I moved
to England :)

Hope you're all still going to keep checking in.
I do apologise for being so rubbish!!

Picture - Google

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