Karolina Keric

Just because I've done it 16 times so far.. They could not be more wrong.

It's still as bad as the first time I did it..

I constantly think about it. I dread 7pm.. Dread holding the syringe and

my hands tremble. I get all sweaty and I think "I can't do this"..

Squeeze my belly and hold the needle close to the skin and I start

panicing.. But then I jab it in my belly and squeeze the liquid inside. 
It always stings badly and then I quickly pull it out and throw the syringe away.
And that's when I usually start to cry :/

I'm not asking for sympathy. It's just what I do every day at 7pm. 
Tomorrow night I start the 2nd needle.. 2 needles at a time..

I don't know how I will do it... But I have to... Somehow..