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I am not feeling well lately..
That's one of the reasons why I've not been blogging much lately. 
We are going home to Sweden on Friday and I'm hoping that will make things easier for me.
And hopefully I will be blogging more again.

I hope you are all well and looking forward to Christmas and the New Year :)

..I will be back soon..


Facts

◊ Playing a game where you kill zombies and other freaks of nature makes me think about
zombies when I go to sleep. And when I close my eyes I see them! Aaaaah!
Yeah, might be a good idea to play it a bit less? Haha

◊ The weather Gods clearly don't like my singing.
Was singing "I gotta feeling" (Black Eyed Peas) on the way to work this morning and it started raining.
So I started singing "I'm singing in the rain" instead.
What happened? It got worse... Hmmm, is that a sign I should stop singing? Naaaah! ;)


◊ Doing the dishes when you've just woken up is best done whilst listening to Daniel
Merriweather or Kelly Clarkson. Sing as loud as you can. (Poor neighbours)

◊ Some people are over rated. (Read people you think are your friends, but they're not).
I give my friends 120% of my time and my love, but there are some people who take that for granted.
And they don't give even half back. I'm cutting those people off.

◊ My new funny hat makes me smile at myself whilst walking down the road.
I bet people are having a right laugh when they see me.
Oh well, if I make just 1 person laugh at me it will be a good deed by me. Right? :D

◊ I need a new job as soon as possible. I need it to keep me sane. It makes me far too depressed.

 


Good night

 ♥

Another Pon & Zi picture. I love this one. It's so sad, but I can relate to it.
The text speaks for itself.

I'm sure we have all felt this way. Saying good night or good bye to someone we love
and will miss alot when we're not with them.

Sillyness

Little message to you from me.


Just a thought

What do you think you need?

I've always thought that I need my phone and internet.
But sometimes I think they're more of a nuisance than good.

Miss the days when you had to write letters to stay in contact with loved ones.
I miss the excitment of knowing that there was a letter on its way to me from another country.
And the feeling of opening it and reading your loved ones words.
It would make me so happy and fill me with joy.
And writing letters used to be fun.
Now we have e-mails. They aren't as personal as a letter.
Yeah it's easier to use the PC to send e-mails, but why does everything have to be so easy?



Does anyone agree?



Drunkenness

Okey, the previous post was uber long :X
Sorry for that! But I was too tired all weekend to blog.
Bad of me I know! :P

I want you guys/girls to tell me about a drunken, embarrassing night :P

I know you have plenty of them. So share with me :D

 

Come on

Guys :P And girls.

I wrote quite a few blog posts yesterday where I asked you questions.
Not many of you have commented. Were the topics not interesting? :P
I thought they were quite good haha. So I expected a few more comments.

Comments makes it more fun blogging. And it makes me want to blog more.
It's fun when you guys participate and share your thoughts :)

So please make me a happy Karolina/Ciri ;)
Comment more! (Well only if you want to :P hehe)

 

Sleeping

Sleeping is something we all love to do.
Even though I think we waste too much time of our lives sleeping.
But we have to do it nonetheless.

It's quite funny to know what positions people sleep in.
I sleep as the first picture shows. The foetus position. I have slept like that all my life.
I wish I could sleep on my back, but there is no chance I'd fall asleep if I'm on my back.
Weird?

And then we got the sleeping positions with someone next to you in the bed. 
I can't sleep if someone is too close to me or anything.
So again the position me and Ads end up sleeping in is G or H and sometimes C. 

How about you? What is your sleeping position?





Crazy dreams

I am so tired today.
All I want to do is sleep and watch shows or movies.
I have so much I want to blog about, but I wont do the topics justice if I write them
when I feel like this.
I'll either blog later today or leave it till tomorrow.

However.. I thought I'd share one of my dreams with you.
A couple of weeks ago I had a really scary dream. It was so real and horrible,
but in some ways pretty amazing. It would have made an awesome movie :P

I wont go into details, but one of the things I found funny (crazy) was that I had a pet skull in my dream.
Yes a pet skull haha. It sat with me in bed while I was watching a movie.
It even had a pink blanket..
A friend of mine said "You're crazy" when I told him about this. I guess I am :P
 He looks kinda cute. No? :P

Do you ever have crazy or weird dreams?

Need help

With some ideas for birthday presents. I hate buying gifts for a man. It is so difficult.
I have no idea what to get them.
You guys that read my blog. I know there are a few of you out there :)
Tell me what you would want/appreciate to get for your birthday. Please help me :D
Would be much appreciated.

 

PS. I'm having a bit of a low period again.. I don't know what to write about.
Don't really feel like writing much at all at the moment.
I apologise for being quiet and boring :X
Hopefully I will be back to normal soon.

Update

Regarding the questions I asked you guys :)
I got quite a few answers from you and I really appreciate it :D


Love getting to know you all more. It's great when you all participate in questions/answers etc.
Makes it so much more fun for me to write :D


I wanted to post all your answers in one post, but after recieving them all I realised it would be a bit too much.
It would not look good :/
Hope you don't mind that your answers are in the comments bit under the actual Questions post.


I appreciate your honesty :) Especially the answers about my blog. I will take it all in and try and continue writing about things that interest both me and you. I do write for myself, but mostly for others :)
I want to share my thoughts with others, but I also want to know about your thoughts.


Woot/Phil wrote : but it does make me feel sad/sorry for you when your unhappy, i can't help but think you'd like to write and tell someone all your troubles, and even though this is your blog, its still not somewhere you can pour them out as telling one person your telling all. So that makes me feel a bit sad when i read your woes, as i know there's alot more behind what your writing, you just can't put it all on paper.


You are right Phil.. It is my blog. And I do sometimes feel like I can't write everything I would want to.
There are things I want to scream out at times. But I can't.. I don't know who reads my blog. I know some of you :) And I don't mind sharing things with you guys. But some of the things I want to write I feel I should not :/

But mostly I don't want people to pity me or feel sorry for me when/if I would actually write everything I want. 


I feel


Phobia

I don't really want to write about this. Just thinking about it freaks me out.

I got arachnophobia... I'm scared/terrified of spiders.... Just the thought of them make me freak out.
I have always hated them. Since I can remember.

When I was a child my younger brother used to cut out pictures of spiders from magazines and put them on the floor infront of my bed... And when I saw them I jumped up on the bed screaming and crying LOUD..
My mum always had to come and take care of any spiders that may be in the flat or anywhere around me.
She was my superhero when it came to taking care of them :)

Wish I had her here in Manchester when I have a spider taunting me..
One time when we first moved in to the flat we are in now.. I was about to have a shower. I went into the bathroom and reached for the handle to turn the water on.. Next to it was a very big brown scary spider.. (honestly it was big..)
And I got one of the worst panic attacks ever. I screamed so loud that Ads thought I'd hurt myself. I was in the bedroom and on the bed in less than 3 seconds. I was crying my eyes out saying "I want to go back to Sweden and to my mum" over and over again.

Ads must have thought I was a total lunatic... I have had a few more incidents with spiders in that flat.
I can't even go into a room without looking around... I know it's bad...

I had an incident with one last night :( It made me go to sleep early because I could not relax in the livingroom and I had to quit playing my game..

Why am I writing about this? I am not sure :/
Just thought I'd share it with you guys. Guess it makes me feel better talking about it.

I'd usually put some pictures up with my texts... But NO WAY. No pics of spiders on my blog :X

Do you have something you're really scared of?

Radio

Every day I come to the office I have to listen to Radio1 in the morning.
Usually till 10am, but sometimes even longer than that.
I don't like Radio1. They play the same music over and over again. Gets really boring.

I myself prefer listening to XFM. And there is one other person that likes it too in the office.
The rest of them are Radio1 lovers or Heart, Smooth (HELP!!!) or even Galaxy.

I just want to listen to music that makes me feel good :)
Not often that I get to listen to my radio station, but this morning it was just me and another
person in, he who also likes XFM so we put it on :D loud! hahaha

What radio station do you listen to? :)

 <------ That's the radio we got in the office!!

 


Some thoughts for myself

I’m going to try and be positive..

Take one day at a time.

Not stress over things that I can’t control.

Breathe.

When everything feels like it's too much, I have to stop and breathe.

Let go of the panic that is creeping up on me.

  


Decisions

I have a decision to make,
I hate making decisions. I’m the most indecisive person ever.
Trust me.
This time it is regarding the lovely watch I got for my b-day.

I went to get it shortened during the weekend, but they told me that the clasp is too lose
and I should have it sent back and have a new one.
Problem is that the watch I got has gone out of stock and they’re not sure when it will be back in.
However, I could choose a different one.
That’s where the decision making comes in.

I know it might seem like a silly thing to some people, but I’m silly! :/

I really love the watch I got. But one of the watches that I could choose instead is pretty cool and very “me”. Silver and bling :p

Here is a pic of the "replacement" watch.
 
(click to see it larger)

Here is a picture of the one I got.



What do *you* think?

 *Update*

I've decided to go for the silver one.
I love both watches, but I think the silver one is a bit more "me"
than the pink/gold one.
Ads does not mind :) He said I should choose the one I want.


A week left

Till my birthday.
Not sure if I should laugh or cry.


Something to look forward to

September is usually the worst month of the year for me..
I won't go into details, but something always goes wrong this month..
So I am kinda looking forward till it's over.
I kinda like September (apart from the doom and gloom.)

The leaves turn yellow/orange and the sun pokes out for the last time before the winter arrives.

It's also the month I have my birthday. "Yay".
Haha. Not looking forward to getting older, but I hope it will be a nice day.

A song that always makes me get over this month is
"Wake me up when September ends" with Green Day.

 





..Beautiful..

Writers block

That's what I got at the moment.
I have nothing to write about and I feel a panic attack coming up.
Don't like it when I got nothing to write.
I have all these ideas in my head, but they are clouded at the moment :/
Need some inspiration.
Help me out people.
Tell me what you want to read about and I will do my best to write about it :)
Please :X

 




You will be missed

My lovely camera stopped working last week :(
We were out walking with my mum and I wanted to take a picture of the beautiful views,
when I noticed that it took really blurry and purple/pink pictures :/
We have no idea what happened to it.
It is only 1 years old and it has been sent back to Hong Kong once already.
Had no camera while I was back home. Had to borrow my mums,
but the quality is not as great as mine.
Thankfully one of my best friends bf had his uber cool camera with him and he took loads of pictures.
Just have to wait till he sends them all to me :)

R.I.P my loveli :'(

You will be missed! Had so much fun with you and took a lot of funny pictures together :)
Don't think I will get another camera.. I have had 2 since I moved over here...
And I've managed to ruin them both? Grrrr..

 


Back to reality

I have really neglected my blog the past 2 weeks.
Not felt like writing at all.
 
We came back from Sweden last night.
It was an amazing 9 days back home with friends and family.
Will write more about it later on today.

Just want to say that I'm back and I hope that you have all been well :)

And hopefully I will be back to normal now :P


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